It’s been about 2 weeks into the noo’ year, and already I read my friends’ posts and they’re miserable. What is it about the emotional transition into a new year that makes people realise how much their holidays/ year/ lives suck? My sister got her streaming results back; pharmeceutical science just won’t cut it, no matter how much you want it. We all hope to god we’re good enough for our own standards at least, but when systems tack up it on public boards, it’s more than we can take. Kudos to you, lovely, for taking it like a woman– don’t let it jade you, but fire you.
I just cancelled on an outing for the second time this week, and the nights lately have been pains in the ass. Late night silent tv laugh tracks have been replaced with reality tv, and I can no longer lay in front of comfortable reruns and muse at the desk of my mind. St. Paul is being phased out too, regardless of the hermaphrodites & the pain that comes with straddling the minds of two sexes. Lesson learned: power struggle. Everything is about the fcking freud finger puppets, only the variables are which finger & whose. Choose your quote from the Corinthians properly, because biblical innuendo is no excuse for indecision. Furthermore, bank red tape is like red tape should be. Because there is bank loan anxiety at home while Father is off somewhere (I hope not with Michaela ;p) in Frankfurt, the stepma is on my case as well. Finally finished the review I owed CMS though, so my procrastination is put off ’til tmr brings another reluctant project. Iz yay!
Things to look forward to: Late night Momento movie with the minimat! Lunch with favourite moron! Workshopping + inspiration. Website help, Machinima article. Ponyo with happier gai. + rooney? Oysters + Pretzels! Prodigy of DNB & his madass eyeballs. KUSU busok, like like like like like finally. Kickboxing. My Refugee Nights with Matahari + Mew. Tennis! School + hope + possibilities.
But most importantly, things to be thankful to the gods of the agnostics for: Unknown reserves of forgiveness. Remaining SOH about general fuckassosity. “Wearestars & soareyou” cheese. Yawning mornings. Wit. Paychecks. Gruff affection. Sempoerna + death by snogging. Fits of laughter. La familia. Pre-loved friends.
